Saturday, June 12, 2010

hey

this really hurts.

where did you go?
i've cried all day.
i don't know what to do anymore.

it struck me today while were riding together in the car
that my little brother was really gone.
there would be no more baby voices,
no more parachute cheeks or running to me for protection--
these things were gone a long time ago.

i'm having a very hard time letting this go.

people are telling me things.
and just this fact is killing me.

but it's my fault, i know. i admit
i lost myself somewhere along the way, too.


i'm so sorry.
i'm so sorry.

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