i don't really know what to say.
you were outrageous.
so secure, comfortable with who you were
there was no need for you to judge
you were chess, physics,
sitting beside me in math, always mischievous
always helpful
always kind
dear friend.
you fought so well
and. and. and.
i still don't really believe it.
i choke up whenever i think of you and how you made me laugh.
other people have said this so much better
but friend.
i miss you.
love,
friend
