heavy water

there is that moment that comes around every once in a while

you pause and breathe

and the world comes tumbling down upon your heart like a heap of angry boulders.

Your yoke is easy and Your burden is light.

rain on me

i'm back.

it's as if i was never there

lying in bed, artificial light creeping in between half-parted eyelids

i feel like i could die by candlelight

with this nostalgic, melancholy guitar melody in the background

whatever all that means

i should sleep.